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Feb. 6th, 2003 10:49 amI don't like not being in control of situations. When something happens that I can't control it upsets me. Sometimes I think this is alright, but sometimes it is a real problem. I think i need to work on this. So far all the progress i've made is to relinquish control in very controlled ways... I'm not sure thats good enough. suggestions??
There are days that I am in a bad mood. Or days that i'm not even in a bad mood, but just quiet and removed. This doesn't always mean that I am having problems with particular people, or even things... sometimes i'm just quiet. I don't know how to get that across, though.
I guess that if i can't hide my emotions completely, i wish i could make people listen only to my words, not my tone of voice.
I know it looks like my playlist is static, but, suprisingly its not. For example, i just put 6 different albums on my mp3 player. At least one of them is new to me.
I just sent Josh and email headed 'pregnancy news'.... I think it might be scary that I have enough news about child-bearing friends to merit a separate email. I wish it were all good news.
There are days that I am in a bad mood. Or days that i'm not even in a bad mood, but just quiet and removed. This doesn't always mean that I am having problems with particular people, or even things... sometimes i'm just quiet. I don't know how to get that across, though.
I guess that if i can't hide my emotions completely, i wish i could make people listen only to my words, not my tone of voice.
I know it looks like my playlist is static, but, suprisingly its not. For example, i just put 6 different albums on my mp3 player. At least one of them is new to me.
I just sent Josh and email headed 'pregnancy news'.... I think it might be scary that I have enough news about child-bearing friends to merit a separate email. I wish it were all good news.
